Tuesday, May 26, 2015

Tough Days

I'm lost, like every time I woke up it's not like in my Diploma years.
I can convince you that it was totally different,
this is a new level of hell (seems exaggerate but that's how I imagine)

Degree surely blew my mind,
It doesn't seem to go in what I want this time.
It's the opposite of what I really thought.

I'm here to learn,
to learn skills but all I get is learning to prepare the work place environment.

Oh God! why is it sound so childish?
It's not, my mind totally depends on learning skills,
this is need to be learn.

Writing factual and feature it's a two different type of worlds.
Factual is not my forte but I'm more to feature,
Having a 'I just love to write' feelings does not assure you to satisfied the lecturer.
I must have a skills which I'm trying to perfect it myself.

I admit that I'm having a tough days to try to fit in, adjust time and workload that are more than my Diploma years,
But It's not like I'm admit to raise my 'white flag',
For you, dear 'my beloved' education,
I'm going to succeed soon.




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