I definitely being paranoid just now, with all my friends who are on the way to do their 'LCCI'
(it's for account thingy) and I decided just to take Diploma in Accounting and struggle until I feel I can't do it.
For the first time in my life, this 'University' things makes me being paranoid.
Even there's a car crash a kitten until it died, lost in this 'contest of being over paranoid'.
I know, I know I've done it again, but guess what? How can I hide it? It's impossible right.
We, as human being show our emotion no matter where we are and what are we doing.
We are not a ROBOT!
If you're, please take care of yourself and make sure you carry an umbrella no matter where you go,
because a robot is an electronic which can't stand 'water'.
Despite being paranoid just now, I become a ridiculous person. My hand are all sweaty
(and that's are the sign of nervous).
I just want to say that when I become 18 and then 19 and so on,
that's where the real life is going to happen, I don't know what is going to happen to me in the future,
and what I can do is just I can hope for the best, do the best and pray for the best
(EXCELLENCE in one words)
Furthermore, I might need to brush up my attitude, mind and soul if you may say.
I must throw away an un-important things and keep moving forward and just move on.
Don't let other people influence me, learning more about the communication stuff and smile,
Don't every give up in life because life is really enjoyable (HONESTLY!)
and I still can learn more , including watching cartoon channel. (Spongebob Squarepants?)
I may sound silly to you but this is what I want to write today.
Actually, I want to make slightly a comeback after NO UPDATE AT ALL!
Fewyhh, taking care of this blog might give me a headache to think about a topic,
but honestly, how can I stop myself from writing? that's IMPOSSIBLE.
It's like holding you breath from getting an air.
I'm going to stop with 'ridiculousing' (new words! :p). bed's calling. Till then, see you in the next post. :)
I can feel a burden from my shoulder are release. Thank God!