First of all, I want to tell you that
'this post are not suitable for who got their heartbroken and sensitive easily.'
Yesterday, I felt really moody, gloomy and the best part is I don't know why I felt like that. I didn't say good night to him, I even did not pick up his call about 5 times yesterday, and didn't reply his last message that say
'I Love You'. (because I already fall asleep)
So, this morning I wake up and kind of have balance emotion and when I read back his message that were given to me. I feel really-really guilty for making him being emotional involve as well. At the same time, I already got the answer why am I felt all gloomy and moody.
First, maybe I just want to know either my heart is true or not to you.
Second, I kind of feel really sad when you're so focus watching that drama and doesn't care about me.
( this is almost the same story like the guy that buy a PS3, don't you think? )
Third, maybe it was a ladies problem that make me being sarcastic emotional like this - _ -
Last but not least, I learn my lesson. Insha-Allah I won't being this emotional again because when it's involving you, it felt really hurt. I hope we're going to be fine no matter what . : )
HAVE A NICE DAY!